Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Pull that trigger cause I'm suffering ):
I'm terrified that you're leaving meWhen my inside is breaking down badly.
Totally in my breaking down process.
Once again I feeling so down.
Yesterday 2plus onward bah?
Went out to the corridor..
Saw the moon so round but only saw 1 star
So sit on my door staircase and look at the plants.
till 3plus went in..
folded 2 paper heart..
and went to bed..
Today went tm to give back the mio tv cable >.<
went zinc shop and bought a bag..
dont feel like saying le..
Feeling so sad now..
Am i breaking down?
Seriously i dunno what am i going to do.
But i know in the end i'll be alone again
Am i crazy or what..
I got hurt and i just dont feel like letting go.
How i hope there a gun infront of me
And i can pull that trigger and end everything.
Or maybe there a pill that doesn't make in fall in love again.
Questions are just filling my mind again..
I only can say leave me alone
Cause in the end I'm always alone.
But i simply just act a cold attitude outside to cover my inside
♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 10:12 PM.
