Monday, December 14, 2009
Love isn't meant for a little girl like me
Sorry for not posting for so long.
Anyways this post i going say it once and for all.
It will be kind of wordy bare with me thanks (:
Nice one boy. I shouldn't believe every single words of yours.I'm truly disappointed in you.So all those words you say to me are all lies. Yea, I bet is all lies. Finally i found out every single stuff you been hiding from me. Yes, I'm a girl who get suspicious easily. Thanks for letting me be a 3rd party.. After all, that experience of being a 3rd party was great. Never experience it before in my lifetime. Am i just a tool to you cause she not around you? I bet I am. Now i know what you meant by not hurting her. By not hurting her, you hurt me more and more. Now i know who more important to you. It was her all along. I'm just a replace for her, when she not around.Anyways Thanks for hurting me. Thanks for shattering my heart. Thanks for giving me false hope. Thanks for lying to me. Thanks for letting me being her replacement. Thanks for letting me be a 3rd party. Thanks for letting me wait for you. Thanks for hiding stuff from me.Thanks for saying to me that I'll be yours soon when i wont be. She doesn't need to know that a 3rd party exist after all. Cause it doesn't matter anything now. If you tell her my existence now is pointless anyways. You doesn't need to say sorry or what. Just go back to her and treat her good and when you two grow up just marry alright? Remember to invite me to your wedding. I saw it in your tags, saying you wan her marry you. So i give you both my blessing. Don't ask me how i know what you wrote. Cause i always have my ways.
After all the battle didn't started at all. Even it did started, she wasn't the one got hurt. Cause you are always there to protect her from getting hurt as she doesn't know a single stuff. I raise the white flag after all. Girlfren say I'm a retard for just tags. Yea, I'm a retard that why i gave up and so i do no need to continue to struggle. Even though the battle never once started. But then all i can say is sometime letting go is the best way even though you are the one that going to get hurt badly.Anyways Daws. Goodbyes, all the best for your future with her and last long with her.
Sayonara.
Okay! enough of saying those stuff (:
Love really isn't meant for me after all.
Anyways. Single suit be better.
No one will ever like a ugly duckling right?
I just wan to say this to my Girlfren babe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
You grow old 1 year again x:
And grats that you stead with longxia korkor on 121209 (:
Last long both of you (x
That all. I'll post soon.
Tatas~
♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 10:44 PM.
