Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Ending my life or not doesn't matter to you after all
Kay. so didn't did much stuff today.
Slept at going 4am last night. i think.
And woke up at 9.30am. totally not enough sleep for me.
I kept slept late because i have been thinking stuff lately.
So woke and and bathe.
And off i went to take bus 66.
Sit at the back of the bus and daydream while looking out at the window.
Been daydreaming this days.
So you will be asking why i went out so early.
I'm a pig.No slp till afternoon wont be awake.
Yep.My mum ask me to wake up early and go thank the god for giving me 1 year safety.
So when i reach there.. Went to thank for many god.
Plus i make a little promise to them x:
and then bus back. On the way. i fall aslp
Cause was too slpy x.x
Then bought rice home for lunch.
didn't eat much. cause i really not feeling well today.
my keep having this vomiting feeling -.-"
I'm not pregnant! just that not feeling well.
So after that watched tv. till 2 or 3 plus i think.
then i went go cut hair.
went another place to cut hair.
Cause try try x:
So i look damn different.
And after i cut finish my hair.
Bathe.
My mum say i kepp look at the mirror.
Cause to see is it messy mah.
Then my dinner was super full.
Had satay and chicken x.x
I know i'm not feeling well but then smell too nice.
So after eating okay more not feeling well x.x
Watched tv again.
Then play audi.
so stuff happen.
i decided to Mia audi forever until i find back the old self back.
So msn-ing.
Then out of no where i felt so cold and so not feeling well again x.x
Then watch tv like mad.
and now posting x:
i really dunno what to say now.
My head alot thinking going on.
And it hurt so badly.
that all bah.
tatas~
♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 9:44 PM.
