Thursday, December 31, 2009

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 11:57 PM.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Here my post of ytd craziness outing of the 3 girls.

It a long post. Catch your breath and slowly read.

Enjoy~

So i dunno where to start.

Ahh. i know le (:

Okay.. So i slept quite late that night. Msn-ing and crapping. Then 8 plus someone called my hp -.-" At first i hang it. i really dont wan pick up. Cause it wrote Withheld and i guess is private number. So it called 2nd time again!. So i pick up, and the person say wan do a survey and ask whether i free anot

So i reply her i'm not free here. i'm busy having my beauty sleep. And she say Okay then continue your sleep =.=? Then make me have a hard time slping again. So i fell aslp and another phone call!

Not again. And this time it was celine she ask me wake up anot. i tell her i'll wake up at 11plus

So i fall slp again. Then call again x.x She call me again. Ask me wake up. So i ask her what time now.

She tell me it 11.30am le.So i decided to wake up. i look at the clock it only 11.15 only! x.x But i dunno she call me how many time. But i know is that. Morning i got alot of phone call. And When i bathing celine ask me for diana number. Then gave her but she no pick up. She still slping again. And after i bathe finish. Celine told me she will late again =.=? The late queen award goes to Miss diana (: And me and Celine decided to go down find her personally. I wait for celine to leave house and go take bus. Then i go take bus.. Then we met each other in the last cabin of mrt towards joo koon. Crap around like mad.. And until there 1 whole bunch of girls and boys. The quite noisy -.-? It quite stupid. They like treat the mrt like their father buy de. So me and celine called diana quite a few times first time she say she still bathing. Another time she say blowing hair. Then we ask her blow what.. Then when we ask her blow what. we keep laughing.. After that she ask us sms her. Then celine tell me now recent style is long skirt. LOL. Then we smsed diana told her alot maid inside the train.. Then after that we say if diana saw this cfm will be funny. Finally we reach jurong x.x Both of us felt sick. Cause we sat like 1hour plus of train.

Waited for the red line one. While waiting for the red line one. Celine told me to say bye to those maid x:

Then i really dont felt like taking train at that point of time. And then we went in. Find a sit and sit down. Celine was talking on phone with dennis. And i feel like slping cause of the train keep shake when moving. Both of us felt headache. Then finally reach chua chu kang i guess. then went take lrt -.-" Yes train again. Head to jalanka i think -.-" i dunno how spell. then waited diana there. Then took lrt back again -.-" then head to orchard.In mrt i wore diana hat and she say if is brown and look wider will be auntie le -.-" And play with celine spect. And Diana say i look like teacher. then there is a small little girl dont wan to sit down and when diana took a photo of her. it look like she pole dancing but actually she is just holding on to the pole. Alight at orchard. Me and celine cant tap card cause overstay -.-" thanks to diana we overstay. She still find it funny. 2 dollar was deducted ): heart pain si. Went ion orchard.. Nth to shop actually. Diana told us the dress suit us can wear. when we look how much it cost -.-" you will get a shock. It cost about 369 dollar. i think. Expensive but pretty (x Then went out of ion orchard. Went up then i felt childish and retard playing with the water. And diana took a video of me playing with the water. OMFG. then went down again. this time diana was clinging on me on the escalator and i think her boots stuck or what. then she going fall and pull me along with her. We both fall tgt. I was shocked when she suddenly pull me and then i just fall with her. she still dare laugh. But it was funny overall. So went down. then they dunno say what. need take mrt again -.-" then we went take mrt. go down then diana call her fren. and ask where sakura restaurant. then say in orchard -.-" then we have to go up again. wasted another round of money tapping the card. When diana say no need money. When it need =.=? After that we walked to tangs there. while walking we keep crap. and we were thinking suppose to go up the escalator.There was 1 auntie dunno say what to me to call me move -.-" when we are going walking to the escalator -.-" Okay forget it. We just heck care her.. Then went up walked. and diana have to hold on me cause her foots was hurting cause she wear boots. while me and celine wear slipper xD So we think and think like wrong direction. Diana called her fren again So head back. wanted ask the taxi driver for direction when there taxi stand. But in the end we nvr ask.So we kept on walking again. Suddenly i smell smth so nice x.x But then we walk again x.x Walk pass lucky plaza. There a store call house of condoms. then continue walked further up.Then reached a mall call paragon? Then ask diana call cause we like really lost x.x And not sure where it is. And i was saying we must ask direction to ppl that know orchard well example rich taitai.. that like shopping. And then we walk back again -.-" Then we saw the house of condoms again. Then celine say maybe is wrong direction. Then we walk back to the paragon there again. Yes. Saw house of condoms again. And this diana went to took a glanced and told me she saw a great varieties of .... ! then we rmb noel. LOL cause his audi ign was on the store glass of house of condoms! So diana was still holding on me cause her foot more pain le x: Then there was a road that lead in to the carpark. then a taxi coming out. The he honked =.=" cause dont wan let us walk. then diana say beep lan lah. Then diana say she heard 1 guy saying beep simi lanjiao lah. Then we laugh and continue to walk x.x And we have to walk to heren which is at somerset.  From orchard we walking to somerset xD we keep walk and walk like there no ending. But along the way we keep on crapping. Even though is weekdays. orchard it was full of HUMANS! finally we reached cenileisure? Then Diana say it look like genting. so we decided to ask the counter service for help T.T then she say is at heren there a office there behind.LOL so we have to cross the road again and went heren and ask the counter service then this person say sakura not here. you must walk out the entrance and turn left. Me and celine heard turn left while diana heard turn right -.-" then we keep is left lah. then she say maybe walk too much that why blur. So we walked till there. And then it was closed. wtf? Then it wrote there dinner is 6pm to 9.30pm. And we walk past a spa shop to see the price cause we were tired and say want take spa and someone told me that there a picture on the glass that the girl no wear anything. And we laughed like mad. So we decided to go mac and slack. then saw another shop is japanese but we still decided to eat sakura. so bought drink. Sit down listen music in the end we watch tom and jerry. And diana show us 1 video of she take -.-" and it was cat making love. ._."And that diana keep got tempted by the ticket. She keep say so nice sia the card she wan go cause got free lightsticks -.-" then went toilet and then went atm cause celine need take money. then diana took picture while she atm-ing xD then off we go to Sakura. there was 3persons was walking so fast -.-" and i told diana i'm sure they going sakura oso. then diana say walk so fast for what. then i say cause first 100 customer got discount. but it was joking only. while walking we saw a small fountain like. and i ask diana is she thirsty there got water. So we line up and wait for our turn. Each of us was 27.50 dollar.  Then our table was number 13. And off we go to take our food. and celine and diana took alot of raw salmon. OMG then took mussels, oyster  and alot more. So we started to eat our 1st round. Diana and Celine was happily eating the raw salmon and ask me to try. OMG. i dont dare to eat ): then they told me it nice. cut a small piece and give me eat. first time i ate it i felt it was cold and soft ._." then they say must eat 1slice then diana help me dip the soya sauce. then i keep told her not enough and then the salmon in the end have tons of soya sauce and it like brown? so i put it in my mouth and my first reaction was OMG! SALTY SIA. it was salty because i didn't listen to diana when she tell me it already enough. Bu ting Diana yan chi kui zai yan qian xD then i ate the sushi and the seaweed hard bite off in the end all the rice drop on the plate xD 1st round of eating was over and diana table there was messiest cause her fish egg roes sushi, the roes some drop on the table and soya sauce oso and her TISSUE i dont called it napkin xD oso have sauce -.-" and even the pillar oso have. and she use her tissue to wipe. LOL and she say the roes so hard to wipe keep stick on the table. and i kept on laughing like mad. So the most funny thing is we didn't drink soft drinks. we drink plain water. i still rmb that time me and diana went to another japanese restaurant and i asked a retard question to the waiter. " Is plain water free? " And they ps me on the table and went to order food ): Cause i have to finish my food first. So i dunno what they ordered. And when i went to find them. Both of them was taking shark fin soup. So i think it like soso nia. Cause i dont see any shark fin in it -.-" full of chicken and crab meat and the soup. So i keep think my soup not moving! cause both of them drink so fast. then i drink dao going finish. i really dont feel like drinking.. So i the bowl bottom go a plate. so i take the bowl up and pour some on the plate and then put the bowl back xD then they order the fish came. I love the dory fish alot (x so nice to eat. the dory fish sauce diana went to put beside celine seat as nobody sitting there and she act as if noel was there and ask him to lick it cause noel was our fam whoopie(:And there a fish with lemon and i was so crappy that i went to take the left over lemon and squeeze it in my water and i crap that it can help you slim down and digest. And celine say ''Ohhh really?" Then those two girls decided to put the lemon into my drink and they try to put the lemon to my water and i keep cover until i dunno i tio distracted by what and off the lemon went into my water -.-". then water splashed out and make my tissue and utensil wet. And i was like WAHLAO! OMG.WHY YOU PUT INSIDE?! And then it so crappy that i took the chopstick and that i'm too lazy to pluck it into half and i kiap it up and put back to the plate. And longxia korkor call in to spot check diana. And asked where is she. then she told him that she zai pai dui. then we started laughing. then i think he ask pai semo dui. then me and celine keep say pai toilet de dui. but then diana told him that we eating in sakura. he keep ask with who i think. AND he like dunno who elaine -.-" then diana was like your gan meimei Elaine. While Diana was on phone with longxia korkor. Me and celine wanted to put the lemon into her water. but failed but we look retarded cause the lemon was kiap with the chopstick.And our table was wet and dirty when the waiter clear away the plate and i asked diana Where that dirty tissue. And she jitao say WHAT DIRTY NAPKIN. I did not want use my own cause mine is still clean :D And i told her since is already dirty why not use yours (x And she gave me a wth look. Then after that we went another round and saw lobster salad (x Okay i wasn't really interested in salad. When we saw lobster salad. First thinking was MARCUS!And then diana is so crappy and said can we just take the lobster but not the salad. We gave her a LOL look. And i say we must support longxia korkor so we must not eat his lobster brother (x And we took more oyster (x And eat again. Then i crap and say want go vomit anot? vomit le eat again. In the end we went to take desert. we have blackforest cake, oreo cheesecake, brownie, bread and butter pudding and durian puff. And celine say the tag of desert have been changed. those fcuker are so childish to changed it.And then while eating. Diana say han reached le. And i say want i go out with you anot cause diana say he sounded pekchek and i told her i scare later he murder you and i have to drag your body home and longxia will kill me ): Then off she went to pass the ticket and get the 22dollars and came back while eating celine ask is han handsome. and i say not really. and she ask is he tall. then diana say taller then her boyfriend and it was like so funny. Suddenly we so ramdon, Diana happy that longxia korkor was taller than dennis. Then i was like wtf? Like that bu shi among we sister. The tallest it will be longxia korkor , dennis and than daniel is last. and then we started giving nickname to ppl. And then celine nickname is pinky. and diana nickname is husky. Dennis nickname is nissy? Noel nickname is whoopie. Longxia nickname is ahxia and my nickname is elainey.So we continue our desert. i took a durian puff. at first we thought it was cream puff and i tear it into half and it smell like durian and i told diana and she like not believe. and she took 1 and try herself and she was like so happy that it was durian. And celine didn't finish the bread butter pudding. and diana didn't finish the brownie and i finish all xD Then after desert i was really not feeling well. Cause i skipped lunch plus my dress wasn't really very comfortable cause it tight ): And then diana follow me to toilet. And i vomited my desert out >.< esp the oreo cheesecake and the colour was really like cement colour. Diana ask me whether i'm okay anot. after vomiting i felt so much better. And then diana and celine dare each other salmon add durian.. i felt so omg. disgusted x.x then they took salmon and durian puff. took out the durian and give the me puff and i ate them. so they roll it and i count to 3 and they put inside their mouth. Celine put in but diana didn't and kept on laughing. then i count only to 2 she put inside her mouth le. LOL then she say taste like durian and after awhile taste the salmon. YUCKS!. then now i'm involved in the satay plus durian x.x so they ordered  3 satay and i was like wait! only experiement with 1 xD so we shared the 2 satay. i always eat the top and diana eat middle and celine was like why i always eat the bottom xD so the satay with durian was disgusting and after eating it. Diana not feeling well after that then went toilet. She went so long i went to check her but went in wrong toilet then called her then she tell me she still in toilet. then i went in i scare call then wrong ppl again. then after awhile the fish came so me and celine eat first. after awhile she came back and i heard that she vomited. And she say after vomiting she felt better. LOL and we asked celine to go vomit oso. But she say she strong wont vomit. Then we eat finish the fish. Throw the durian away. LOL. Then me and diana went to take some tea to drink. i wanted teh tarek and she wan greentea. and she press greentea ): so she say the greentea nice.while walking back i took a small spoon. xD then i drink the tea with the spoon but i taste and it taste bitter. so diana told me to take sugar. and i took 2 packet of sugar. We at first put half a packet. still bitter then we put 1 packet still bitter. then diana jitao put another packet in then she stir. After drink le she laugh. Then we was like why drink le laugh and she ask us drink try. Celine try and her reaction was YUCKS! semo drink lai de. then i see they two drink le. i drink at first it taste sweet. then suddenly bitter. is like OMG! then i was like how how? 100g 5 dollar leh.. then we take the napkin put inside the cup then put the sugar paper inside oso. xD then after that we wanted eat oyster but it not out yet. then i took the plate back the table. we look like auntie sia.. then when come out. i faster go take 4. but then not enough diana went to take more xD then we eat finish and each of us took a shell home. And we wash it with our cup of water. We ask diana ask for napkins then she keep at there drag then i so paiseh lah..i keep hide the shell for them in my napkin.. then after that we wrap the shell and zao. before we zao, Diana and Celine took a clip -.-" OMG lah they two took the clip then after that we leave the restaurant and then they both scare ppl come catch them so we run. LOL. then someone ask got ppl come catch us up mah? then celine got. LOL then i was like ahhh. they catching up le. xD funny sia. so we decided to wash our hand. we went b1 toilet. then we went toilet and then wash our hand with soap cause our hand got the oyster smell. and then we decided to wash the shell since no ppl in toilet. So all for one, one for all xD then we all start washing and start playing with the soap. Cause it so fun. it auto~ then after that me and diana start drying the shell with the hand dryer. then wrap it again. then we start taking alot photo~ suddenly my phone rang and i didn't know and diana told me got phone ring. and i realise is my phone. LOL called back. and then continue with our photo taking session. took alot photo and then we decided to go home. walked out the toilet and saw a pretty light statue ? then took it and then cross the traffic light and i keep say i feel like i'm pregnant. LOL. cause i feel so round suddenly.. walked to somerset mrt station. while walking we infront got 1 couple. holding hand. and then i say to celine and diana. you two and your boyfren got do hor. then diana say only cling no whole cause. if hold will swing lai swing qu and i agree xD and i saw a small small christmas hat and it cost 5 dollar each so expensive lah. then walked in a shopping centre and go in and take mrt. So me and celine took another side while diana took another side. and then in mrt. Behind me got 1 couple hugging.. then after that celine told me that his beside person got his phone is full of girls with bikini and some nvr wear use hand cover.. i was like omg and sick -.-" So after that reaching bedok i lend phone to celine to call dennis. and then i alight and took bus 14 home. while on bus both my parent call me at the same time. then find my mother in hawker center then went home. on lappy, chatted with peepos till 3plus and get the photo we took. then went offline and went to bed.
that all bah.
i'm too lazy to write anymore
tatas~ (:

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 12:39 AM.

Friday, December 18, 2009

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 1:32 AM.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Kay. so didn't did much stuff today.

Slept at going 4am last night. i think.

And woke up at 9.30am. totally not enough sleep for me.

I kept slept late because i have been thinking stuff lately.

So woke and and bathe.

And off i went to take bus 66.

Sit at the back of the bus and daydream while looking out at the window.

Been daydreaming this days.

So you will be asking why i went out so early.

I'm a pig.No slp till afternoon wont be awake.

Yep.My mum ask me to wake up early and go thank the god for giving me 1 year safety.

So when i reach there.. Went to thank for many god.

Plus i make a little promise to them x:

and then bus back. On the way. i fall aslp

Cause was too slpy x.x

Then bought rice home for lunch.

didn't eat much. cause i really not feeling well today.

my keep having this vomiting feeling -.-"

I'm not pregnant! just that not feeling well.

So after that watched tv. till 2 or 3 plus i think.

then i went go cut hair.

went another place to cut hair.

Cause try try x:

So i look damn different.

And after i cut finish my hair.

Bathe.

My mum say i kepp look at the mirror.

Cause to see is it messy mah.

Then my dinner was super full.

Had satay and chicken x.x

I know i'm not feeling well but then smell too nice.

So after eating okay more not feeling well x.x

Watched tv again.

Then play audi.

so stuff happen.

i decided to Mia audi forever until i find back the old self back.

So msn-ing.

Then out of no where i felt so cold and so not feeling well again x.x

Then watch tv like mad.

and now posting x:

i really dunno what to say now.

My head alot thinking going on.

And it hurt so badly.

that all bah.

tatas~

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 9:44 PM.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sorry for not posting for so long.

Anyways this post i going say it once and for all.

It will be kind of wordy bare with me thanks (:

Okay! enough of saying those stuff (:

Love really isn't meant for me after all.

Anyways. Single suit be better.

No one will ever like a ugly duckling right?

I just wan to say this to my Girlfren babe

You grow old 1 year again x:

And grats that you stead with longxia korkor on 121209 (:

Last long both of you (x

That all. I'll post soon.

Tatas~

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 10:44 PM.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Plenty of stuff happen nowadays.

Anyways I think I'm kinda going crazy today.

Today afternoon i dunno what I'm thinking.

And i just drank 5 tablespoon of cough medicine x.x

I'm not trying to commit suicide or what.

So i told babe about it..

And i said this to her.

''People eat sleeping pill to commit suicide.I drink cough medicine to commit suicide."

So after that going 4plus i think.

I went to try whether my desktop working.

So can use xD

Happy die me.

Use about not even 1hour

I off-ed.

Cause boring x:

So sit down at kitchen table there and use lappy just to blow wind.

So chatted in msn with some peoples

anyways thanks for the care (:

Some even offer listening ears to me when i didn't ask for. ^^

Somehow i keep think that my handphone keep having message.

''Okay. Elaine stop thinking that phone is vibrating!''

I think i shall throw my phone aside.

So no more imagining of phone vibrating.

Later maybe i wan go corrider walk walk.

Or sit down outside my corrider staircase to blow wind.

tatas peepos that all I'll post today

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 11:57 PM.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Seriously how could i say goodbye to him when i never really had him before.

My tears just keep on falling for him when he's never mine.

And i miss him like hell when he's never mine.

I love him when i dunno who he really love.

Does that love of yours belong to me or her?

I really dunno.

Our smses get lesser and lesser each day.

Or should i say the love between us is already fading.

Or you never once love me at all.

Or is it just one sided love in the first place.

I miss those time we argue over small little stuff.

Never ending talking of topics.

I guess promises are always broken.

Is waiting all i can do now?

Sometime i just feel that I'm like a toy to you.

You just keep telling me the time isn't right and ask me to wait.

I'm standing on the spot waiting but i feel that you are just walking away.

How long more you want me to wait?

Stop telling you dunno.

At least a date please?

That all bah.. i dont feel like saying more.

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 9:29 PM.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Sorry for not posting...

i was having a bad flu and sore throat after my fam outing >.<

my flu still not recover yet but it got worse..

So here what we did during fam outing (x

it consist of Me,Celine,Diana,Dennis and Noel.

So we suppose to meet at 2pm.

And i was the earliest (x

So noel came after that.

he told me he saw me.

but never tell me where is he.

So i keep turn ard.

360 degree somemore

he keep say hou mian hou mian

how i know sia.

So went walk walk.

T1 shop shop.

Cause waiting for celine and dennis to come.

So after that 4 of us went century square.

As usual thay diana girl late again -.-"

late 1 hour plus again.

So yea. We wanted to watch couple retreat.

then need ezlink card or ic.

so after a while asked dennis to try again.

Almost succeed but the stupiak kpo idiot

say where celine?

Then fail ):

so in the mean time we wait for diana to come.

3plus went gv when diana came.

So not alot show to watch

so watch 3d christmas carol.

So i brought chicken and mineral water into cinema (x

so we went in quite funny.

at first i was kinda busy eating my chicken.

and the 3d seriously so cool.

you feel like the snow can touch one sia x:

But cant touch >.<

So me and diana was like les-ing inside (x

she feed me chicken and i lie on her shoulder.

then i starting feel sleepy.

Until when the show suddenly scare diana

she got choke by the water.

I keep on laughing and laughing.

After awhile i fell asleep.

Kinda sleepy >.<

then a ''BANG'' wake me up.

Continue watching.

Till the middle i feel so cold.

Start bring my legs to the chair and cover myself with my cardigan.

When the movie going finish..

Noel tell me boring and sleepy.

LOL. i know abit sleepy that why i fall asleep

After the show finish.

Mrt-ed to vivo to have our dinner.

So we went up to top floor

and noel,celine and dennis bought their drinks?

Went down again to the japanese restaurant to eat (x

So i ordered Kimchi pork ramen. cause wanted to try try.

So i pay 12dollar cause gst 2dollar so expensive right

But it worth it xD

So went shop shop.

Went pet shop.

Celine and diana was treating noel as whoopie

Our fam new doggie (:

and they even try leashing him with the collar

while i busy looking at collar.

there was plenty of collar.

alot look pretty to me.

then shop shop again

After that we went home.

And this diana funny luh.

queue and this 2 person behind when they chit chat-ing

not even queue-ing

and we call her she dont wan pick

after awhile she realise.

wth sia..then she come in

So me when me,celine,diana and dennis alighted first

left noel in train

so went mrt green line.

Diana mrt to jurong there,while me,celine and dennis take to pasir ris there.

So alot ''aircon'' in mrt.

Laugh and laugh throughout the train session

so i alighted first..

parents were calling me like mad.

took bus home.

went to mum work place.

took some food. and my legs were hurting like mad ):

and i have to go over the overhead bridge.

Reach home first thing i did was lie on my bed >.<

and on lappy and msn till midnight come.

Okay that all (:

wake up at 12.

Changed and took my booklist and went out with mum to school to take books.

then bus there.

and i was kinda not feeling very well..

and that 1packet of books look light

but when cabbed home and mum hand it over to me cause she going work

it was heavy.Cause i'm sick ):

so i carry like mad over the overhead bridge.

and outside my corrider i was calling ''daddy daddy!''

ask him help me carry le >.<

tired ):

so straight went drink water.

lie on my bed and rest.

after awhile have my porridge.

and went back rest and msn again.

Bathed,dinner,tv,msn and now i'm blogging and chatting in msn oso.

That all (:

tatas ppl.

hope my flu recover soon (:

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 10:56 PM.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Okay.. was kinda angry with me phone and macbook.

forget it. dont feel like posting..

Post another day.

tatas

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 11:25 PM.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

this few days really not in a good mood.

shall have a short post bah.

I simply really got fcuked up just now

And I'm still not in a good mood.

Some retard and keyboard warrior

just scold those !@#$%^&*() in chat

and another one spam.

So many retards in this world nowadays

no offence but it is.

Truth hurt (:

Seriously if you wan the answers now i can say i really dunno

You just keep on dragging and dragging..

You know i hate this feelings

It's one i know all too well

It's a thing called heartbreak

and it hurt like hell.

I simply know when you read my post..

You'll just say sorry.

I dont wan a sorry from you.

I really dunno want i wan from you..

Baobei say after 1 week no answer from you..

I shall give up..

Seriously i dunno should i give up anot.

I only can say I'm sorry i give you this kind of attitude now

But within the 5days things changed.

Things happen and happen.

Okay so just now baobei tell me you wan 1month.

1month uh? i must well give you a century right?

Now i can say wadever you do.

this cold attitude of mine wont go off that easily le.

Fine then 1month uh to settle.

then dont sms me in this 1month

end of my posting..

Byes.

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 9:35 PM.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Totally in my breaking down process.

Once again I feeling so down.

Yesterday 2plus onward bah?

Went out to the corridor..

Saw the moon so round but only saw 1 star

So sit on my door staircase and look at the plants.

till 3plus went in..

folded 2 paper heart..

and went to bed..

Today went tm to give back the mio tv cable >.<

went zinc shop and bought a bag..

dont feel like saying le..

Feeling so sad now..

Am i breaking down?

Seriously i dunno what am i going to do.

But i know in the end i'll be alone again

Am i crazy or what..

I got hurt and i just dont feel like letting go.

How i hope there a gun infront of me

And i can pull that trigger and end everything.

Or maybe there a pill that doesn't make in fall in love again.

Questions are just filling my mind again..

I only can say leave me alone

Cause in the end I'm always alone.

♥ Never wanting to forget euu, the memories- 10:12 PM.